Today I'm actually excited and feel more ready.

Though i reached why I feel was breaking point and just broke down from exhaustion and being sick and everything in between. It was good to break down though and get everything out.

I now feel more ready and as excited as I was when I got my acceptance letter in January and made the decision to go this summer.

Time to regain some of my strength. More later.

Though Wes and Leslie told me I had a great smile and they loved it - that made my heart smile.